Part one
1. Who are you?I am ... Me. I don't care. I do care. Sometimes I'm hater. Mostly I'm a Lover. I have depression. Sometimes I feel like I am depression. I guess I'm just a big mix of craziness.
2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?
1) I am in a constant battle with myself
2) I will not let people use me anymore
3) I struggle with my recovery in self-harm pretty often
3. When you aren't filling out 5,000 question surveys like this one what are you doing?
Tumbling on Tumblr
Checking Facebook and Email
Downloading Music
Surfing YouTube
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn't like at the time).
Music classes (such as band and choir)
Geography (because of my awesome teacher at that time!)
5. What is your biggest goal for this year?
Uh....Graduate high school
6. Where do you want to be in 5 years?
In five years I will be 23 so I would like to be in college. And in a good relationship.
7. What stage of life are you in right now?
I guess an in-between one (?)
8. Are you more child-like or childish?
Childish, I can control it. I choose to act childish sometimes to keep life fun and interesting.
9. What is the last thing you said out loud?
"Yep, we're watching Full House."
10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now?
For The Love Of A Daughter by Demi Lovato
11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes?
Nope
12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same?
Usually always gets worse, occasionally a little better, and sometimes just staying the same-ish
13. Does time really heal all wounds?
Nope. That's bullshit.
14. How do you handle a rainy day?
Depends on my mood that day...
Sometimes I read, draw, sleep, sing, just sit around, or occasionally go dance out in the rain if it is warm enough
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights?
Losing luggage
16. How is your relationship with your parents?
Very Strained
Will you miss them when they are gone?
I think I will
17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
Most of the time I do but when I get super depressed I usually dissociate
18. What is the truest thing that you know?
Suicide is always an option
19. What did you want to be when you grew up?
I wanted to be a Cowgirl
20. Have you ever been given a second chance?
I've been given way more than just second chances
21. Are you more of a giver or a taker?
Giver
22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart/mind?
I think so
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you?
Being raped
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you?
Being abused
25. Who have you hugged today?
Nobody
26. Who has done something today to show they care about you?
Livvy...Caleb...uh idk
27. Do you have a lot to learn?
Probably
28. If you could learn how to do three things just by wishing and not by working what would they be?
A)Help People
B)Heal People
C)Have an amazing family of my own
29. Which do you remember the longest: what other people say, what other people do or how other people make you feel?
How other people make me feel
30. What are the key ingredients to having a good relationship?
Honesty, Trust, Loyalty, Persistance
31. What 3 things do you want to do before you die?
A) Have a child of my own
B) Get married
C) Get a tattoo!
32. What three things would you want to die to avoid doing?
A) Hurting anyone else
B) Killing anyone
C) Seeing someone commit suicide
33. Is there a cause you believe in more than any other cause?
I guess not really right now
34. What does each decade make you think of:
The 19..
20's: Flappers
30's: Clue
40's: Women's Rights
50's: Slaves
60's: Hippies
70's: Peace
80's: Rock 'n' Roll
90's: Country Music
2000 (so far): Nickelodeon
2010's: Treatment
35. Which decade do you feel the most special connection to and why?
None. I don't think I really belong anywhere.
36. What is your favorite oldie/classic rock song?
Crazy Train
37. What country do you live in and who is the leader of that country?
USA. Obama.
If you could say any sentence to the current leader of your country what would it be?
The children and teens of the nation need help.
38. What's your favorite TV channel to watch in the middle of the night?
Adult Swim
39. What Disney villain are you the most like and why?
Iago from Aladdin....he was on the bad side and goes the good side. He switches because he gets tired of the constant verbal attacks.
40. Have you ever been a girl scout/boy scout?
Yes
41. If you were traveling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat?
Boat
42. Why is the sky blue during the day and black at night?
That's the way it was made
43. What does your name mean?
Bethany - "house of figs"
Renee - "reborn"
44. Would you rather explore the deeps of the ocean or outer space?
Depths of the ocean for me
45. Word association
What is the first word that comes to mind when you see the word:
Air: Breathe
Meat:Pack
Different:Unique
Pink:Blue
Deserve:White
White:Bright
Elvis:Presley
Magic:Hat
Heart:Break
Clash:Bang
Pulp:Fiction
46. If you could meet any person in the world who is dead who would you want it to be?
Albert Einstein
47. What if you could meet anyone who is alive?
Demi Lovato
48. Is there a movie that you love so much you could watch it everyday?
Matilda
49. You are going to be stuck alone in an elevator for a week. What do you bring to do?
Computer! Mp3 player! Cell phone! Some water! A few snacks! and a big bucket! (for a potty!) oh and a pillow!
50. Have you ever saved someone's life or had your life saved?
I've had mine saved fer sure
51. Make up a definition for the following silly words...
Fruitgoogle:You can use google through a fruit!
Ambytime: Quiet time
Asscactus:Someone who has really prickly hair on their butt!
52. What was the last thing you made with your own hands?
Uh, i drew a picture
53. What was your favorite toy as a child?
My talking blues clues dog
54. How many TV’s are in your house?
Three
55. What is your favorite thing to do outside?
Swimming
56. How do you feel when you see a rainbow?
Hopeful
57. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true?
Uh probably?
58. Have you ever been to a psychic/tarot reader?
Ha ha no
59. What is your idea of paradise?
Somewhere peaceful and loving and fun and happy
60. Do you believe in god and if so what is he/she/it like?
Yes. I'm not really sure. What I think differs alot.
61. Do you believe in Hell?
Kind of.
62. What one thing have you done that most people haven't?
Cut through half of my tendon on purpose
63. What is the kindest thing you have ever done?
Hmm I don't really know
64. Are you a patient person?
Yeah most of the time
65. What holiday should exist but doesn't?
Daughters'/Sons' Day
66. What holiday shouldn't exist but does?
Sweetest Day
67. What's the best joke you ever heard?
I don't really remember jokes that I'm told (I did like the Purple Passion Joke)
68. Where is the most fun place you have EVER been?
Uh no where?
69. Is your hair natural or dyed?
Natural
70. Do you have any deep dark secrets or are you pretty much up front?
I'm mostly up front
71. What is under your bed right now?
A little bit of everything I own
72. If you were in the Land of Oz would you want to live there or go home?
Live there!
73. If you drive do you frequently speed?
I don't drive yet
74. What is the world's best song to dance to?
Depends on what mood I'm on. Evacuate the dance floor is a good one though!
75. What song was on the last time you danced with someone?
Uh wow I don't even know
76. Do you prefer Disney or Warner Brothers?
Warner Brothers most of the time
77. What is the first animal you would run to see if you went to the zoo?
Lions
78. Would you consider yourself to be romantic?
On rare occasions
79. If the earth stopped rotating would we all fly off?
I wish! that would be super cool!
80. What is the one thing that you love to do so much that you would make sacrifices to be able to do it?
Sing
81. If you (and everyone) had to lose one right or freedom, but you could pick which one everyone had to lose, what would you pick?
ya know i can't even decide really. maybe i'll think of which one i would later
82. If you had to choose would you live on the equator or at the North Pole?
Equator
83. Would you rather give up listening to music or watching television?
Watching television fer sure
84. What do you think makes someone a hero?
Being kind and loving
85. What cartoon would you like to be a character in?
Scooby-doo please!
86. Name one thing that turns your stomach:
when people chew with their mouths open
87. What was the last thing you paid for?
french fries
88. Are you a coupon clipper?
rarely
89. Get anything good in the mail recently?
got some graduation party invites
90. Which would you rather take as a gym class...dancing, sailing, karate, or bowling?
Dancing
91. In Star Trek people 'beam' back and forth between different places. What this means is they stand in a little tube and their molecules are deconstructed and sent to another tube somewhere else where they are reassembled. Only problem is when the molecules are deconstructed the person is dead. When they are put back together it is only a clone that has all the dead person's memories. So...
Is the person who gets beamed the same person on both ends?
Yes
92. What insects are you afraid of?
Just spiders (that isn't an insect though)
93. If you could print any phrase on a T-shirt, what would it say?
Don't Give Up
94. What's the most eccentric thing you have ever worn?
Uh nothing really
95. If you could pick one food that you could eat all you wanted but it would have no effect on how much you weigh, what food would it be?
None really
96. What are your parents interested in?
My dad - himself
My mom - her kids' lives
97. Have you ever caught an insect and kept it as a pet?
I tried to.
Have you ever caught and tamed a wild animal?
Tried that too. it also died.
98. What is more helpful to you, wishes or plans?
A little of both
99. When do you feel your life energy the strongest?
when i'm with my bestest friends :)
100. You are spending the night alone in the woods and may bring only 3 items with you. What do you bring?
Sleeping bag
Flashlight
A Friend
